.Likes in order.
lofi beats
poetry !!
romance anime
Viraat <3
Remmy (boo ! I'm a ghost) !!
playing VNs
listening to ppl
sending cute gifs
milk tea!
plushies
dresses & skirts
cooking & baking
scary movies.Dislikes.:..
Extreme Negativity
Possessiveness
Intentional Hurtful Words
Excessive Ranting

.INFP...I love writing poems, drawing, and loafing around with my plushies in bed .Things to consider.:..I'm a recluse, I typically only make new friends when I lose a friend, cause I only have so much time and love. I'm willing to text, vc, watch together but prefer text... I'm busy alot doing my own thing. In general I love learning about ppl so feel free to text me. If I'm online it means I'm likely available to chat :)..
.tbh...I've haven't had close friendships in a long time. My heart aches a bit from partial loneliness I try to reach out when I can to make new friends but it doesn't usually workout, I guess I'm waiting for that one person... who is on my wavelength. I put in equal effort in my relationships, I always try my best and my expectations are low but my hopes are high. .tbh... I'm insecure, but I never show it, I'm nice and would actually never hurt you purposely, I can't say I'm a good friend... but I'm genuinely interested in listening to stories, emotions, feelings. I can't promise I'll always be there, But what I can promise is that I will do my best thankyou <3

Close your eyes and dream,
Feel the warmth of your blanket,
Pretend it's the sun at it's seams,
Take a peek outside and forget,
Imagine things as they should be,
Gently get out of bed and be free,
My heart is so not ready,
And am I still not worthy,
But I wish to meet you still,
Please don't fall for me,
Just walk and follow me,
Let me go and forget me,
So berry sleepy still,
As I hold Jun and Panther,
I fall asleep farther,
I fear one day you'll hate me,
But it's okay whatever it may be,
I'm like a tree slowly in slumber,
Waiting for your touch, your number,
Ahaha what am I saying ?
Silly me as if I could even know you,
As if even know your name, your hue,
But still I'll give freely,
All my love till you can see,
That I only give what I can afford.

.hello!!...I'm kinda taking a break from social media so I can focus on my creative projects and work. I'll be back in 2026, hopefully having published my first poetry book on amazon. Idk how successsful I'll be or if I'll get some critizism or negative feedback but at least I did it and will continue to write to my hearts and minds' content. .rawr!!... I've been playing guitar to build my self confidence and self esteem and lately I felt really motivated to make some money to travel and buy gifts for myself and others.
I put alot of emotional weight on love. It means so much to me yet I don't feel like someone will ever care as deeply as I do so I'm kinda lost in that regard.
Maybe your experience is different than mine.. maybe you know the softness of love, the comfort, the gentlenesss, the patience even when things are hard. Maybe even someone has understood you; but even if you also haven't experienced that, I will do my best for you as a friend.
It seems like I may have finally figured things out- its simple but not easy so I hope... I hope that I can truly smile one day as bright as kaoruko for me and for you.